I find it exceedingly difficult to continue on such a narrow path some days.
The outside is pulling on me.
Feeling broken and empty...is hard.
I wish I could say that following Christ is easy.
That it makes all of your problems go away and that every day is perfect.
If anything, your life is harder.
Christ's teachings don't fit with the pattern of this world.
Nor will they ever.
More so than ever I need to take my own advice from my own favorite verse of Romans 12:2.
I refuse to conform to the patterns of this world.
I refuse to be who I was.
I refuse to do what I did.
I will remain strong and not let the doubt completely envelope my belief.
I refuse.
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